2 posts tagged “depression”
I call this my poetry to picture work, the words are in there and vox made this picture to small but normal size you can read it, it's my sister to a poem i recently wrote, it's awsome if you ask me something i take pride in and my sister actually likes it =)
those who know me know this face, they know it very well this is my ex boyfriend larry, i wrote this after he broke up with me this is another peice of my stuff i do. it's to small to read but very good i think. =) anyways i don't remember when i wrote this. but you can see the simliarity between the two pictures. can't you? i like them very much they capture emtion. and my sister just recently took that picture of her self and i loved it. anyhoo blah
life has to many ups and down's for me. i don't want to try anymore i hate having crushes on people it makes me sick. but i will be ok, just right now i dont feel ok. sometimes what people say dose hurt it cuts my rists and they love as i bleed most of the time i don't let them see it, but inside i know there is interenal bleeding. I am not really as strong as i make myself sound. i am hurting right now, i feel lonely i feel alone, before i've been in worse but i was stronger. why can't i find a way out now? i am extremly depressed. why don't they talk to me? it's all my fault anyways.
no good deed goes unpunished ..... i feel bad because i do things for my own selfish needs. i like to help because that makes me happy to see them happy and that makes me mad. because i am only helping people cause i am getting that out of it. how bad of a friend am i?
